MADINA LAKE - Me vs. The World

Sometimes I try not to hate myself
For everything I never said
when you were here
And so I'm burning up photographs
Of what was a perfect past
cuz I'm still here
But I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong
choking on the difference
between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
and I wish you were here

Its so hard that I try to bury it
Pretend that you didn't exist
so I can be strong
But I feel sick
And I feel diseased
Cuz everyone abandons me
And I can't move along
cuz I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong
choking on the difference
between me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt
and I wish you were here

I can not pretend you didn't exist
Misery is just a state of mind
Hiding from the world's no way to live
So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine
I'll be fine
But since I lost you I'm barely holding on

Where did I go wrong
choking on the difference between
me and the world
And ever since you've been gone
I've been torn apart
I know that you can't hear me but
I'm still hurt

So I look up to the stars
And wonder out loud
Why everything I had in life
has fallen from my arms
Can you even hear this song
I'm screaming at the clouds
Screaming to a galaxy
that never cared at all
that I need you here